"Better Me"

Keep this in heart
body and mind
if I run
I'll go somewhere
you cannot find

I've heard it all
bitch, slut, and whore
I'm sick of it all
I can't take it anymore

I keep going for Heather and him
without you
I don't know what I'd do

I'd probably be dead
that's not a lie
I wouldn't get up
I wouldn't even try

I get up and put on a smile
It's been happening
for a while

I lay down in bed
I lay down thinking
soon they will see
but silently hoping when I wake
I'll be a better me